myhomestuckfeelsinaction

YEAH WOOOOOOT I FINALLY GOT AROUND TO READING hamsteakHOMESTUCK NOW HERE'S MY MEDIOCRE CONTRIBUTION TO THE FANDOM AND I'M BEHIND BY LIKE, 2 YEARS

*Crawls in a corner sobbing violently*

ok, I only cried 3 times so far...especially during this part

on the previous page, towards the end, i was just like 

no john ur too adorable to have to deal with this shit

ur dad

no

no

no

almIGHTY FUCK NO

nOOOO

and then the next page was like

*sobbing* nooOOO

AH

SHIT

NONONO *audible internal screaming*

THE WAY THE MUSIC STOPS SUDDENLY IS THE WORST UGH

then i remembered the rules of death regarding god tiers and oh wait nvm

BUT IT STILL MAKES ME SAD SO I MADE A THING CALLED ART I GUESS BECAUSE I ACTUALLY LIKE SEEING MY FAVORITE CHARACTERS IN PAIN.

the other reason I drew this was to practice things I normally never draw because I hate having to deal with it. Like hands(HATEHATEHATE)  and folds in clothing (IM REALLY AWFUL AT THIS AS WELL AND I REALLY NEED MORE PRACTICE) and stuff. And I've been wanting to try and draw blood again for a while...liquids are difficult to do. I usually despise drawing that sort of stuff, but I guess that's one of the reasons why I make fan art. I can incorporate the things I hate drawing into something that interests me. If I never made fan art, I probably would be a really shitty artist overall. 

shit i shouldnt be writing the stupid long boring descriptions at midnight because it just gets long and rambling and pointless i should really stop and upload the damn thing 

oh and you can thank my sister for the beautiful title